11.24.2006

I Have a Dream...


Okay...I HAD a dream. And it woke me up, too. I woke up shaking with fear that I had finally given in to the dark side of me and was going to do the Big Beautiful Nasty with a man that was NOT my husband.

It wasn't a sexual dream. I knew the man in real life...he was someone I enjoyed kissing a million years ago before saying "I Do".

I ran into him in my dream at some random house where I was to celebrate Thanksgiving. I intended to throw my arms around his neck and kiss him on the cheek, but the closest I got was him putting his hands on my hips and leaning down to brush his lips against my ear. I think he said something, but as I placed my hands on his hips in return - I knew it was all over, and all I can remember was the roaring in my ears of my face flushing. I was going to give this man everything I am. Body, heart and soul.

And then I woke up.

And I realized that I am so f*cking starved for physical and emotional contact...I actually think my skin is crying out LOUD to be touched.

There was a study that came out recently that women who have an active and vital sex life are much more attention getting and attractive to other humans - something about the pheromones they give off.

I am disappearing.

F*ck.

12 comments:

Sarah said...

Oh, I loved this post, Terri. Probably because I can relate.

I'll touch ya. ;)

Seriously though, I do understand this.

Marla said...

Another big {{{{HUG}}}}} for you today! I wish there was something I could do for you. Just know that I am thinking about you and wishing the absolute best happiness to come your way.

lyss said...

Ooh, who who who!! No, I am not imitating an owl...I need more details!! :)

f:lux said...

But it's just a dream, and in your dreams you can do whatever you like including flying! Or, say, eating a whole tub of Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Peanut Butter Truffle (deceased) etc - all the pleasure, none of the calories... Erotic dreams about *insert name of preferred lust object here* really should be guilt free, no? ;)

terri said...

Sarah: Let me know how long your offer stands for...:)

Seriously, though. I am so glad someone else gets this. I actually came this morning to delete this post because I sounded like such a desperate freak.

Marla: I love those hugs! Thank you very much and I am sending you some back.

Lyss: ROFL! If I told you, you would make fun of me. That should be hint enough. :)

F:Lux: I am going to try to have another dream as soon as possible. About ice cream and all SORTS of lust objects. I will let you know how that works out for me.
;)t

f:lux said...

Yay! Have fun...

Becky said...

Don't you dare delete it. I get you, as always. With tears in my eyes, I get you.

Hang tough, its all that can be done.

Becky who is as screwed up as you.

Jim said...

I'm keepin' my mouth shut... :-)

kittycatlane said...

Terri, get outta my head! lol I disappeared many years ago and what's left is a ghost and memories.

How could anyone not understand this? I'm glad you didn't delete it.

(Your Dad is a grown Man, he should be able to understand that once in awhile you just enjoy a holiday in your own home)
I wanted to let you know, i'm thankful for you too! BIG HUGS, Steph

Rebecca said...

Lots of hugs, terri. We skipped out on the big family holiday thing, too, just to be home with just our family. Sometimes its nice to do that. I hope you feel better soon. Don't you dare disappear!

terri said...

Becky: Lets go get some ice cream together real soon...:)

Jim: Yay you! I love it when you use your link magic on me...it makes me laugh. And that's a good thing. :)

Steph: Well, if we are gonna share a head, we might as well share a body. Do you wanna go out tonight? Heehee!

Becca: I am glad that other folks did the same thing. I talked to dad yesterday, and he was kinda glad that we didn't share the holiday what with all the flu and drama in my house.

Who knew that at some moment I would be grateful for the FLU of all things?!
;)t

MommyHAM said...

Hi Teri...

Name's Heather - I followed your link from Becky's place. I know Becky b/c of Josh and having been mutually pregnant with my own March 2001 babe.

I SOOOOOOOOOO get this - largely due to not getting any from my own highschool sweetheart.

Is it any wonder I'm hyped up about lunch with another man tomorrow?? I'm treading thin ice there, but I wouldn't be me if I didn't push the limits.