10.28.2006
ofgs...
Why? Why am I selfish? Why am I not a good wife/mommy etc. just because I don't want to die a slow, rotting death in this house? Why am I irresponsible because I want to LIVE? Why am I shortchanging my children when I participate in group activities and enjoy social events? Why am I acting like I am single if I go out for drinks and dancing with my girlfriends?
I get that he doesn't want to go anywhere or do anything and could be perfectly happy sitting in his easy chair drinking beer and watching netflix movies. I even can still love him.
Why? Why don't I get the same allowance?!
I am sick of this.
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I don't think wanting to socialize with other people makes you a bad wife or Mother. I think you're wonderful :-)Sorry for your drama.
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