10.28.2006

ofgs...


Why? Why am I selfish? Why am I not a good wife/mommy etc. just because I don't want to die a slow, rotting death in this house? Why am I irresponsible because I want to LIVE? Why am I shortchanging my children when I participate in group activities and enjoy social events? Why am I acting like I am single if I go out for drinks and dancing with my girlfriends?

I get that he doesn't want to go anywhere or do anything and could be perfectly happy sitting in his easy chair drinking beer and watching netflix movies. I even can still love him.

Why? Why don't I get the same allowance?!

I am sick of this.

2 comments:

Marla said...

I don't think wanting to socialize with other people makes you a bad wife or Mother. I think you're wonderful :-)Sorry for your drama.

Becky said...

It's hard being who we are. I get you.