There she goes...there she goes again...
I have some good news: I am not crazy anymore. Or at least my moments of clarity are lasting much longer.
I have some bad news: I am very depressed. And all of my monkey-like pressing of the levers is not bringing me joy or relief like it used to.
I have this overwhelming urge to dump everything in my life and start all over. A new creation.
I think I will wait this urge out just a bit longer.
Perhaps it is just more crazy in disguise.